Friday, 26 April 2013

CHECKING OUT GUY IN TABLE 12

He is any ordinary guy in a coffee shop. He is the kind who takes the table adjacent to the window. As he sips his coffee in super slow mo he looks like he has no care in the world but there is a difference between appearance and reality.He looks like he has everything under control,he has his act together. He has a small journal and a calculator.You can be sure that he wont stain the table with coffee rings because he is the type to put the porcelain cup back on the place mat.
He looks like an artist of some sort,like someone who would rather take the bus upcountry to visit his folks, than a fancy ride from a friend.He is proud of his heritage,he appreciates his African roots,he spots a neat Afro ,he has dark skin and strong arms that almost burst out of his shirt,filled with veins that tell stories of struggle and triumph...his hair gleams and glistens as the suns light illuminate the space around table 10 and table 12.He stares vacantly into space like he is thinking about nothing in particular but he doesn't come across as idle.he looks like he is supposed to be here at this particular cafe,at this particular time,on table twelve,sipping a cappuccino with two teaspoons of sugar...
He takes off his Ankara bow tie and I'm watching him intently from the counter as i dry some silverware and glassware.He loosens the top button of his crisp white shirt which is folded artfully on the arms.he sips his coffee which by now should be either cold or finished. He takes off a fountain pen from his Harris Tweed coat which he had hanged on the chair facing him,as if to say he didn't need any company.Those oleo who insist on sharing tables with you when there are obviously other tables in the cafe.he doesn't want to be distracted.
Who still owns a fountain pen at this day and age?who still inks pens and scribbles things,punching calculators...he should be typing off a mini laptop .
I straighten my hair and apron and go over to fill his cup since he looks like he needs more caffeine in his system.
He looks engrossed and buried in what he is doing... I cant help but peep at his book and i see a lot of numbers and tables,tables that remind me of balance sheets,profit and loss ,income statements and pro forma jargon that the years have erased off my memory.he closes the book when he notices I'm prying,he looks at me and smiles as i try pretend that i was looking somewhere else. He has these piercing eyes that make me immobile for a second or two.He is still smiling,revealing a perfect set of white teeth.

I almost smile back,but the way he reverts back to his business and his face is now serious and looking down to his calculator and whatever else.
I almost knocked him on the head,i almost said "dude! I was totally checking u out...i even sugared your coffee.is it because I'm just a waitress in this artsy coffee shop?is it because you are some business mogul or something!!" I shook my head,sighed and went to the couple in table 7 to take their order.(20/12/2012)

FADING INTO THE BLACKNESS

(Notes) on Tuesday, April 12, 2011 at 7:28pm

Handbag bursting out,full of clutter and unnecessary things,each with a long story behind it,she presses the cigarette between her lips,lips blotted in gloss looking all dolled up,she tries to walk in her four inch heels which didn't bother her in the morning,its been a long day,she fervently n furiously digs in her bag to look for a lighter,all she needs is a little filtered tobacco smoke in her lungs to her soul to sort of cloud away and obscure the pain ,she is caught up in the din,as her world spins,faster and faster,she feels like pouring all those things on the street floor,by now the tears don't hesitate to fall,black tears washing from the mascara that once adorned her eyes.she finds it and the cigarette comes alive,white wisps of smoke rise above her as she rests her back on a pole,she watches people move up and down,she smiles painfully at the cruel world...
As her cigarette dies,a lot races through her mind,by God she wants to slash him a thousand times,she wants to see him bleed,she feels betrayed,lacerated disenchanted and back stabbed,she drops the remains of the cigarette and kills the fire with her shoe,she watches as people pass,with smiles on their faces,and feels so hollow and empty since she cant own one..by now the city lights come alive and the daytime restaurants turn into new age clubs and pubs,suits and leather bags are abandoned for more fancy,flashy and skimpy dress-code.,all souped up rides head for the hills where the who's who congregate..her skirt is short enough,her heels r long enough,she lets her hair down time to hit the club..

PAIN

(Notes) on Friday, November 5, 2010 at 11:24pm
Pain is a lie on your face,its the bitter aftertaste,in your mouth and grin on your face,pain is u being out of phase,and slow paced to the things and people that mean much to you,pain is what you chose to put me thru,pain is a lie sugarcoated to look like its true,pain is u trying to complicate,you lacerate me,you stab me repeatedly,you scream at me incessantly,pain is what is in the soul,as we roam,in search of angels,liberation,with frustrated faces we dig in the sand,and stare at the sun,pain incrypted,in the eyes of a soul,deserted,.pain is not a good thing..especialy if its bigger than u...tears do fall,icy and bitter...

THE BOY WITH SHAGGY HAIR 1 Oct 25 2010

The boy with shaggy hair.

 (Notes) on Monday, October 25, 2010 at 9:49pm
Just a boy i think i know,who walks with confidence and airs ,with shaggy unkempt hair,that blinks with the sun,hair black like coal,with ink on his neck,a tattoo that he hides behind his dirty collar,just a boy,with a halo on his head,with sparkly eyes under bushy eyebrows,with a husky voice and comportment and poise,a shirt hugs his frame,and the veins on his hand are a work of art,we continue to form words,as he fiddles with his beard,a game of scrabble,with a king,this boy,bittersweet ,mysterious,he plays with dexterity,speaks with clarity,just a boy,hard to figure out,helps me wear my coat,as the breeze blows and night falls,we carry the days memories,the bits and pieces,and we walk in the horizon,kicking stones,long shadows behind us,hand in hand,the boy with kinky,shaggy hair..

MYSTERY Oct 10 2010

Is it coincidence that your ex and your current were mates,a long time ago and just happened to meet,or all the people you fall for and you are smitten,are married, engaged or taken,or your greatest enemy has the cure to your disease,the feet you swore never to kiss,is it by chance that you bite the hand that feeds you,and you shun away those who care for you,you fall in love with the son to your father's arch enemy,yeah love knows no boundaries,you collapse right before the finish line,and you are in prison doing time,for a mistaken identity,or a crime u didnt commit.,and how everything you say counts bigtime,and comes to bite u in the a$* later in your lifetime,and the tears and hurt you cause,whatever the intent and purpose,you will bleed in the same vein,the same tears and pain.