NOTE TO SELFLESSNESS

Baby i wanna be there by your side always and forever,you know you have done so much for me and im glad were together...im never the emotional type and i had to put Nick lachey in the background to get me in phase and in the zone,but heck if i turn the music out ill still write this..
you have sacrificed yourself for us and i never doubt that you are one of the few people i will  count on on when my world comes crashing down.things happen 4 a reason and im glad our  paths crossed.you just dont take that for granted.ever met anyone so selfless,whose goodness shines through their soul and  beat yourself up because you dont deserve them coz u fuck up,and your anger,impatience and narcissism and self righteousness,pride and ego get in the way....
and everytime they pick you up and dust you off and tell you to move foward because your situation could be worse..
those people who just had to be in your life because they make you better,they fill you with so much joy and even though the clock is ticking and you have little time left together but you somehow learn to enjoy the goodtimes.i wanna have good memories,i wanna cherish the amazing times we have and still have left.i know im talking like a pessimist right about now..