WHATS THIS LIFE FOR

Whats this life for if im going to sit here waiting for my dreams to happen, whats the use if ill watch other people making it while i sit here wallowing.....a child is crying somewhere in the heart of a forest because someone abandoned it, a person lies in hospital because of some reckless driver, a bomb explodes near a church and scores of people are scampering..you couldn't make it top of your class,you couldn't make sales and your business is crumbling,its two days to payday and you're trying to make ends meet, you are pregnant and you don't know how you will handle it...
Life is full of endless worries,just when you think you solved all your problems another one crops up. Its annoying, you cant sit still. you cant have no care in the world, a lot of questions pass through our minds in an instant..
Is this baby mine?
will the cure work?
Can i make it for the auditions.
Did anyone see me?
Can i afford this lifestyle?
Am i pregnant?
does she love me?
am i fat?
will he win the election?
will i make it in time?
So many problems bedevil us,worrying does not make our problems disappear.It just makes us restless,sweaty and it makes our hearts beat faster,worry makes us panic,it makes us confused.
Think about this,what if you didn't worry too much,somehow things fall into place at the end of the day. you can deal with your problems when the time arises to do them.
This is the mantra i have been living by for the last three months and somehow i made it. in three days time i will go for an acting audition. I have never acted before but i have thought about it a couple of times. Its the things that are in your bucket list. so i am rehearsing my lines  and hope that my baby face will pass for early twenties(after all im 23).I also hope that my heels will conceal my shortness.
I promise not to chicken out, i might as well do something crazy before the year ends...