ACCEPTING DEFEAT

too much to do,February is here.
Am glad that  January is done. Frankly i didnt see it come and go. Nowadays i am so busy with my last semester of school, frantically trying to raise my G.P.A. Ive always been a last minute birdie, Safe to say that i think im on the right track in my life. There is nothing i would do differently if given the chance..
Ive never had so much on my plate,theres rent, water bills and electricity bills to pay.Theres the search for a job.Theres school to take care of..theres this theres that.

I had hoped that 2013 will be the year that i make great strides in my personal branding and im still to experience my BIGBREAK.Things come and go. Opportunities slip from my fingers.Opportunities that i thought would catapult me to the good life. But this life is riddled with surprises.My mother does not understand why im hunting for good things. She keeps me sane, she tells me not to be consumed with chasing fame,fortune and money, but rather to pray about it and if it was meant to be it will be.
Im not one to take a backseat and watch things happen,you see i wanna take charge of my life,i am too agressive.If i dont get what i want and im broken and torn, She just tells me that lifes like that. She tells me that i should learn to accept failure and you see thats the hardest thing to do... with GODS grace im learning slowly that i cant always get what i want,but that doesnt mean that ill sit there and wallow in my loss.
Its funny how you continue learning stuff,making yourself better at what you do as life goes by...
 I hope in future ill be able to handle failure,try again and again till i get it right and i hope that you will also do that, Dont beat yourself up if things dont go your way today, You can try again tommorow till you just get it right.contentment is wealth